Good Luck Sister for your Confirmation Camp. See you tomorrow :D <3
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9:38 PM
x X xx //
Today I woke up, got up from my bed and turned to my left.
There my table was covered, invaded and annexed by hordes of Brachymyrmex.
First response was *panic* and then screaming =X. What a wonderful way to spoil the day. After staring at my desk for like what seems forever. I realized something. I realized that all the ants seemed to come from my Laptop and seemed to "enter" my Laptop. *panics even more*. Woke my mum up, and got an extermination project up. Tossed my laptop into the sink. (Was about to turn on the water until I snapped out of panic realized what I was about to do) The ants eventually ran out luhs. I'm still seeing if there are anymore.
Right now... there's this occasional trespasser strolling across my desk.
Oh gosh. My bed was directly beside my table and was like in contact with it... could it be I was sleeping with ants?
I swear no more food in my room. -----------------------------------------------
My mother has been complain about the mess in my room. I suspect she was the one who lure the ants into the room >:(. After the infestation, I totally went into clean-up mode. Now my room is sparkly clean :D.
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I also dumped like.... 15 inches of notes, I kept 7 >< And do you know what? Let's say every student dumps 15 inches of notes Let's say there are 200 schools in Singapore Let's say each class has 40 students Let's say each school has 6 classes of Graduating Students.
So Total height of notes = 15 x 200 x 40 x 6= 720000 inches of notes!! If you have no idea how tall is 720 000 inches I'll convert it to meters That would be 18 288 meters and I'm giving an allowance summore :D Imagine how many trees had to be cut down. Still don't know how tall is 18288 meters? Mount everest is 8848 meters tall
MASSIVE DEFORESTATION MAN....
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9:19 PM
x XWednesday, November 11 xx //
Alice came to a fork in the road. ‘Which road do I take?’ she asked. ‘Where do you want to go?’ responded the Cheshire cat. ‘I don’t know,’ Alice answered. ‘Then,’ said the cat, ‘it doesn’t matter.’
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1:34 PM
x XTuesday, November 10 xx //
Woo It's the end of the O levels! - sort of ><. OK so REVIEW TIME :D EnglishPaper1 I can't believe I wrote a narrative! GOSH! Damn worried that I'll screw it up. A narrative out of thin air without any experience of writing it before... crap. *worries* For Situational Writing, there I was writing an SLB proposal :D. With theme, budget, programme, venue and such. Exciting :D.
EnglishPaper2 Somewhat easy and manageable. But can only find 10 points for summary. >< EMathsPaper1 EASY :D
EMathsPaper2 EASY YET AGAIN :DD
AMathsPaper1 Paper was difficult. But for XMS standard- easy peazy
AMathsPaper2 Amazingly easier than EMaths
SocialStudies This one was a total stunner all round Singapore. Came out Bonding Singapore, Globalization and Transnational Terrorism. I studied all 3 but somehow couldn't do the latter two. So I did Bonding Singapore and that saved me :D. I'd like to thank the people who encouraged me to do Bonding Singapore. Most of Singapore is going to die. Gosh. Oh wells cheer up people who didn't do well for SS. and and As I predicted (:D) Venice didn't come out. And amazingly I predict the SBQ was something on Iraq and USA. I was right :).
ChemistryPaper2 Hm easy as expected.
HistoryPaper2 This was the 1st paper to defy my theories. My theory was 1 question from one theme. In the end 2 came out from authoritarian regimes. But good for us luhs :). I did my trusted Hitler. *Heil HITLER*. I woke up to study Cold War for nothing. But but. As I predicted Japan Chapter 5 never come out :D. I feel sad for next year's batch. No more Hitler and Stalin... - die liaos.
PhysicsPaper2 I was starting to think that all the science was going to be easy. Didn't really study for Physics but Physics was manageable. I am afraid that the whole Singapore did well... Pushing the bell curve up... NO! :(
ElectGeog This one was killer man. What's the Cambridge setting 7-8 marks questions with only like 4 points or less. Mr Wong was totally off prediction though. I studied everything so no problem luhs ><. But Combined Humanities was definitely a killer this year.
HistoryPaper1 I'm starting to love SEA history. Perfect questions man, PERFECT. Thanks Mr Pah for preparing all the essays and thanks for assigning me to do the essay on "Administration of Colonies." SBQ was rather easy too :D. Hope I do well ><.
BiologyPaper2 This was totally unexpected. This was way easier than past year's papers and as well what Mr Lee would set. I don't recall any mistakes. Hopefully MCQ will be harder to push the bell curve down.
and finally
MotherTongue I wouldn't see it as a Paper 1/2 more like 3 and 4 seeing that I retook it. Gosh this year's Chinese is damn difficult. I totally regretted retaking Chinese, why did I even sign my name in the "retaking Chinese" column. WHY! It was worse than the last time I took it. PassageB for comprehension was all inference questions lah... what crap. With all the Imba sec3s getting an A2 is a miracle. But I shall hope for the best. A2 please :(.
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9:47 PM
x XWednesday, October 7 xx //
One final Post.
It seems it's going to be 2 days more till I'm "graduating" from XMS. Come to think of it... It's damn fast. To imagine in Sec1 time seemed to pass so slowly. And it's 18 days to Olvls. It only seems like Yesterday that it was "90 days" This week was the last week of school, last lesson for each subject. And then we would no longer have our teachers teach us again We will no longer see each other in the classroom This is the Last week which concludes the life in XMS.
I shall try my best to enjoy the last week of school :D And everyone please go to Graduation Night.
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9:59 PM
x X xx //
~~~~~~~~~~~ I Shall be away till Olvls end. COUNT DOWN: 17 Days
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9:54 PM
x XMonday, September 28 xx //
What does it mean to be a Christian.
Does it mean you only believe in God?
Does it mean you read the bible?
Does it mean going to church?
Does it mean being with people who say "One Way Jesus!"
Does it mean you only do things to show you believe in God?
Does it mean you only show how you love God?
Does it mean you sing songs about Him?
OR
Does it mean you'd be kind to everyone for He said so? Does it mean loving everything He has created? Does it mean forgiving everyone who have hurt to you? and Does it mean apologizing to anyone you have hurt? Does it mean spreading God's word for the sake of others enjoying love.
Basically what I believe. A Christian is someone who Loves. For God said "Love One Another As I Have Loved You." I ain't a very good Christian but I hope to work towards this.
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9:35 PM
x X xx //
Teachers really vary. I find some of them heartless. Others are just... Very nice. And yet the heartless one's act as if they "care" about us. I don't get teachers anymore. Do they really care about us? They as in general.
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6:39 PM
x XThursday, September 24 xx //
EVIL
Did God create everything that exists? Does evil exist? Did God create evil?
A University professor at a well known institution of higher learning challenged his students with this question: “Did God create everything that exists?” A student bravely replied, “Yes he did!”
“God created everything?” the professor asked.
“Yes sir, he certainly did,” the student replied.
The professor answer, “If God created everything; then God created evil. And, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then we can assume God is evil.”
The student became quiet and did not answer the professor’s hypothetical definition. The professor, quite pleased with himself, boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the Christian faith was a myth.
Another student raised his hand and said, “May I ask you a question, professor?”
“Of course,” replied the professor.
The student stood up and asked, “Professor, does cold exist?”
“What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you never been cold?” The other students snickered at the young man’s question.
The young man replied, “In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat. Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy.
Absolute zero (-460 F) is the total absence of heat; and all matter becomes inert and incapable of reaction at that temperature. Cold does not exist. We have created this word to describe how we feel of we have no heat.”
The student continued, “Professor, Does darkness exist?”
The professor responded, “Of course it does.”
The student replied, “Once again you are wrong sir, darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can study, but not darkness. In fact, we can use Newton’s prism to break white light into many colors and study the various wavelengths of each color. You cannot measure darkness. A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and illuminate it. How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the amount of light present.
Isn’t this correct? Darkness is a term used by man to describe what happens when there is no light present.”
Finally the young man asked the professor, “Sir, does evil exist?”
Now uncertain, the professor responded, “Of course, as I have already said. We see it everyday. It is in the daily examples of man’s inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.”
To this the student replied, “Evil does not exist, sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God’s love present in his heart. It’s like cold that comes when there is not heat, or darkness that comes when there is no light.”
That makes my L1R5: 7 Woots. Not bad liao. A bit low when comparing with the geniuses of our level but not bad. Some more my school standard a bit... high. So... Nicholas! Let's repeat this for Olvls. Wait NO! Let's hope AMaths also A1.
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Additional Note. I realized today that the Lightning Alarm system in our school is very accurate. For today for example. "Flag raising will be in class." *Lightning alarm flashes* *Tilts head and looks up* Clear skies, not a cloud in the sky. *Laughs* *Goes back to class* 2nd period, Starts to rain. 1st thought.. "Ok..." seriously quite accurate.
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9:58 PM
x XWednesday, September 23 xx //
I got a 16/25 for summary. Really it's low :(.
But I'm OK with it :D.
For Secondary 4s Equation to calculate the average score you need for each of your English composition to get an A1 for English.
I was really really bored. My equation works yea :D.
And Oh Oh
Cheer up those who didn't meet their expectations. I'm sure you all will learn from your mistakes and do well in the Os.
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3:41 PM
x XTuesday, September 22 xx //
Somehow still haven get back Bio.
English Comprehension: 18/25 Actually... is not bad liaos, compared to Midyear. Yay me :D Quite happy luhs. But %tage very small.
NICKY JIAYOU!
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10:09 PM
x X xx //
Tomorrow is PE again. I'm starting to dread PE. I don't really mind the wet field or dumb games we play that disadvantages short people or people who are not physically fit, AKA myself. I just... arghs. I just can't play sports. I think too much, calculate too much. And that results me in losing in whatever I play. Sadded. The sadder thing is that.. I think I'm a factor to the team losing. Gahs. I suck :P. That's a good thing :D. Cause... I like being imperfect. Who am I kidding. Haha :D. I wanna be good at sports, it seems it's not possible :).
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9:59 PM
x XFriday, September 18 xx //
Yay so... Updated results yet again:
Got back more papers and I'm really happy today :D
Seeing that I got 16/50 for SS in midyear, I improved by 2.4 times. Yay me! :D I expected a bit higher... but. I think 39 is OK :).
History (updated): Paper1: 37/50 Paper2: 38/50 Total: 75% A1
Wah this one... damn heng sia ><. But YAY :D. Oh! Grats to Priscilla for scoring the same score as me and clinching your A1 ^^.
And finally updated AMaths: 59+1=60/100 B4 Yay, add one mark. Now I have a B4 :D Better than nothing right? EMaths: 81.5+1=82.5 A1 Still A1 but that 1 mark makes my A1 stable right?
So results: English:Unknown Chinese:Unknown EMaths:A1 AMaths:B4 Biology:should be A1 Chemistry:A1 Physics:A1 SS/Geo:A1 History:A1
So my R5 of my L1R5 is confirmed to be 5 :D YAY!
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10:08 PM
x X xx //
The Final Destination rocks :D As Gorey as ever but slightly fake. And if you have watched the previous 3 shows based on the same title, you will notice the plot is the same too. It's rated M18 for a particular scene which I do not recommend watching with your parents. Seriously we could have done without that scene ==.
Rating: 7/10
Oh yes, Helping JiaMan spread this link :D If you're a fan of Final Destination watch this:
As you can see from the title: If your gut is weak, I dun recommend watching this ><
I am not responsible for any vomiting, nausea, fainting or in fact any effect after watching the video
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9:33 PM
x XThursday, September 17 xx //
Hey God,
How are you? It's been a long time since I last chatted with you. I really miss you - entering my life and such. Can you please enter my life once again? Please? Pretty please >< Lol.
I really want to thank you so much for giving me such wonderful results :). THANK YOU. Thank you for giving me the courage to perform my best in my studies. Thank you for giving me the will to study (which I usually don't). God right now I pray and ask of you to continue to give me strength in my upcoming O levels. I wonder if every other Bro/Sis in Christ is also asking the same thing? Hahas. I think they are. Then if that's so... please fulfill everyone's dreams (if possible).
Thank for letting me know my primary 5s. God please give me the will and ability to carry on spreading your word after the Olvls as I help the little ones grow in faith during catechism. Please give them strength for they really need it. Guide me as I try to guide them. Thanks! :D.
I'm still wondering what you have install for everyone, where, who, what, when, how... so many questions unanswered.
God please also bless and give my friends with the strength and courage in their studies, give them strength to face failure and bounce up twice as high in the next exam. Please Cheer them up for me :D. Haha. I try, I mean I will do my best to cheer them up as well of course. Help me, Help them.
Ahs... I'm asking so much again >< gahs. I always do this. So sorry. :P.
Geography is expected but I'm glad to get even higher than usual. Hope to get a 45 in the Os. SS is worrying though. I need an A2 for SS to get A1 for SS/Geog. Wish me luck ><.
Physics 77.5% A1
I'm super happy about Physics :D Compared to my D7 at midyear. I've improved by 6 grades. Even though the paper was easier... improving by 6 grades is alot kaes. It means a lot to me. Thx Miss Tan, April, Xiao Qi, Jia Yun and others who helped me with my questions :D.
Hopefully I can get my Physics to at least a 80+, or other words, a stable A1.
Oh! And to all those who didn't get A1/A2 Work hard for we will make the Physics results for our class: %Distinction=100% MSI=1 Mode=1 Mean=1 Median=1 S.D.=0
So this makes my L1R5 at least.. L1: English: B4 (hopefully) R1: Chemistry: A1 R2: Physics: A1 R3: Biology: A1 R4: EMaths: A1 R5: History: A2
10 :D. Yay ^^.
I would like to personally wish Chelsea all the best for her studies :). I'm sure all the hard work you put in will reflect, maybe not now, but in your Olvls.
This makes my L1R5 at least.. L1: English: B4 (hopefully) R1: Chemistry: A1 R2: EMaths: A1 R3: History: A2 R4: Biology: A1 R5: Chinese: B3
Woot! 12! That's like a huge improvement from MidYear ->18 So... *claps* for me :D. So let's continue the trend and lower the L1R5 by 6 again to L1R5 =6 in the next 40 days. Wish me luck :D. ><
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10:39 PM
x X xx //
I've got a New Blog Skin :D. This one is to remind me of my faith in Christ. I'm straying off abit... hope when I come across my blog I'll remember Jesus :D.
Song Tracks: 1) Still - Hillsong 2) One Way - Hillsong
Very nice songs :)
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10:30 PM
x XSaturday, September 12 xx //
Was the Holiday eventful? I think... it was :).
In it's little small ways... all holidays are eventful.
For me.. I've learnt and done so much during the holiday.
OHOH I wonder if anyone reads my blog lol, the blog counter doesn't seem to go up =X. I think it's because I dun update enough ><. Oh wells who cares. So as long I'm posting for myself.. that's all that matters :).
Great-Grandma's Birthday HAPPY 91st BIRTHDAY GREAT-GRANDMA! Really really eventful :D. We had the event like at this small restaurant, the same as last year... The room was quite small but.. hey! That means the Family love would be more concentrated no? Haha. Got to see my cousins :) Which... I didn't talk to :( Due to the prevention of progress Scandals set up a long time ago. The food was good, not really filling, but good. :D
I feel accomplished I can't believe I finish Maths homework :D. All 6 assignments. I actually enjoyed doing them and got frustrated bit doing the easy questions (They were seriously too easy). Haven finished Physics though... Hope all studying will make at least a 5 mark improvement in my grade >< Facebook is addictive I just can't stop myself from facebooking. AHS! Which part is like addictive.. I think everything. This is why Facebook is so successful. The games.. photos.. sharing abilities.. chats.. tags.. everything!. Haha. Though I really hope to stop facebooking. Ohoh and MafiaWars finally level200 YAY!. :D. Lol. I think in this world of technology, we can't do without bridges like Facebook. We really need these links to like.. connect people, people you don't know, people who you've lost contact with, people who do not have a common interest with you. You know what? I think anyone can be friends with anyone. So as long as there is a common interest - only one is needed. You can carry on a chat, a conversation and soon will progress to a relationship. :). Facebook rocks :).
Shugo Chara! ROCKS! I've been watching this girly Anime off youtube. Quite interesting :D go check it out. Somehow I think I like Anime of like the category of "Magic", "Fantasy". It's kinda like Cardcaptor Sakura (an anime I've fallen in love with since Primary school).
I think I've gotten fat =X Ate alot these days. Just staying at home... infront of the computer... doing homework... chatting. I seriously need to work out after the Olvls. Geez. Eventful eating sessions :D during the holidays. 1) Lunch at Sakae Sushi @ Rivervale Mall. Serious Rivervale Mall has a Sakae Sushi! Did you know? Cause quite a lot of people don't. It's usually empty so do expect to have the whole restaurant to yourself. Located in a cozy corner on the 2nd floor. Eating there is just heavenly. The food is good too. Just had a meal with my mum there not long ago, planning to go there tomorrow! Anyone want join me? 2) *refer to top post*GreatGrandma's birthday. Well the food was not so bad. Small servings but very very nice food :). 3) Steamboat Like.. today? Haha. Mini Steamboat at home for breakfast, lunch and dinner. We kept it going whole day. Eat Eat Eat. Especially with my mum saying: So much food! Kor kor! Eat more Eat more you so skinny can eat one. Gahs... . Eat lor lol. I think I'm skipping Breakfast and lunch tomorrow. Hah.
Psychology is hard Through talking to people these 7 days (Which I have dedicated to talking to random people), I've learnt that getting someone to like tell the truth/lie/trust you/believe in you is hard. When you really let your soul free, you learn that each people has an identity - not personality but identity. The difference: A personality can be copied but not the identity. Someone might look the same, sound the same but... their soul will never be copied. It's this Aura that makes Leaders leaders, that makes Supermodels models, Superstars stars. I guess I've to work on my Psychology much more :). I've also made a lot of new friends though... and improved my ability to socialize. My new oversea friends, gaming friends and even schoolmates. Similarly on the other hand... I learn that losing friends is equally easy. I'd like to say that Fading Friendship and Losing friendship is two totally different things. Same outcome different process. I think the Fading of friendships is always more painful than losing it... It's something.. unavoidable I can say.
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9:01 PM
x XSaturday, September 5 xx //
Amazing song: I'm bolding the Lyrics which I find super meaningful :D okok everything is meaningful ><
I am/Shades of Life Sung by - Billy Gilman Poem by - Mattie Stepanek
I am black, I am white I am all skins in between I am young, I am old I am each age that has been I am scrawny, I am well fed I am starving for attention I am famous, I am cryptic I am hardly worth a mention I am short, I am height I am any frame or statue I am smart, I am challenged I am striving for a future
(Chorus) The colour of sky Is blues and grays The colour of earth Is greens and browns The colour of hope Is rainbows and purple And the colour peace Is people together Shades of life People together Shades of life
I am
I am able, I am weak I am some strength, I am none I am being, I am thought I am all things, said and done I am born, I am died I am dust of humble roots I am grace, I am pain I am labor of willed fruits I am slave, I am free I am bonded to my life I am rich, I am poor I am wealth, of this strife
(Chorus)
I am
I am shadow, I am glory I am hiding from my shame I am hero, I am loser I am yearning for a name I am empty, I am proud I am seeking my tomorrow I am growing, I am fading I am hope amid the sorrow I am certain, I am doubtful I am desperate for solutions I am leader, I am student I am fate and evolutions
I am spirit, I am voice I am memory, not recalled I am chance, I am cause I am effort, blocked and walled I am many, I am no one I am seasoned by each being I am me, I am you I am all-souls now decreeing
(Chorus)
I am
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5:02 PM
x X xx //
FIRE! FIRE! Okok so maybe not really a very big fire. But alot smoke ok... :(. So it was a smoky day (7th month). Rushed to close the window. But then I realized that the smoke was pouring down instead of rising up. So went to investigate. So basically some Joker decided to burn the "rubbish place" (I have no idea what word to use). Some picture :D And yes... The Fire Fighters came :D
PS: I really pitied the little cockroaches screaming "Help :( So hot :("
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4:32 PM
x XFriday, September 4 xx //
THIS IS A MESSAGE BY RANDOLPH:
All 402 people please meet at the Parade Square on Monday 7 am to collect AMaths Holiday Homework
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9:04 PM
x XMonday, August 31 xx //
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to all Teachers :).
Today was an eventful day :D Yep yep, very eventful.
First of all Today was Be Yourself Day! It was a hard decision for me on what to wear. Well there was 3 options 1) School Uniform (Like the majority of the people) 2) Class T + Outside bottom (Like April and Becca) 3) Home Clothes (Like WeiKang and gang) I was stuck, thinking of what to wear until I decided. I wore WHITE. Yep WHITE. White Billabong Cap White Class T White Bottom White Shoes Some to think of it, it fit all the 3 categories listed above.
TODAY was TEACHER'S DAY! Today went interestingly. Lesson with LeeFY was... erm... fun. Lol. Lesson with MsYeo was very very interesting. Teacher's day celebrations were coolest ever in my 4 years. Good job choir for that interesting performance And I think the teachers did an excellent rendition of everyday life in school. The teachers seem so different, almost to the point of... dissimilarity. HA HA. An interesting sight indeed
TODAY went back to primary school Saw quite a few of my old teachers. I don't think they remembered me. I saw old friends as well. Most quite different, but recognizable. Though I'm still a bit guilty for not sparking up conversations with them. Just... too long never see. No common topic ><. Haish.
BUT!
TODAY WAS EVENTFUL :D
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8:14 PM
x XThursday, August 27 xx //
OK OK Maybe it's not the end of exams but to me it is :D From today onwards dunnid study liao :D (Maybe I'll be revising my Chinese, 3 months nv touch).
Today's A Maths was yet another killer paper... I got high hopes when I saw "Setter:Mr Chan" I was like "Yay!" until I did the paper. I'm starting to wonder if XMS teachers really wanna encourage us or demoralize us. =.= Like... many many marks fly away liaos lah. I look to my front left and my back, everyone like struggling, even those people HA HA die liao :)
Today's Chem was cool. Abit careless when I forgot Soluble salt and reagents cannot use general method. But.. it was cool :D I found most of section B pretty "handlelable". Section A was free marks. YAY Chem YAY!
Tomorrow BIO paper 1 (Mr Lee has been known for his Killer MCQs) Jiayou people And EMaths.. I think dun care liaos luhs... lol
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9:38 PM
x XWednesday, August 26 xx //
Study little prudent smart little students. 2 more months; but for now...... Write...Scribble... DONE!
At last, long last, last second, seconds tick fast The clock strikes 10-15 eyes: 10 and 3 is seen A voice booms. Loud and clear. It then ends: "Students put down your pens." A sigh of relief with a touch of pain, seriously one day (I think) we'll all go insane.
By instinct heads turn around "Eh! Eh! What the speed of sound?!" "STUDENTS! Please quiet DOWN!" There he goes again, nagging like a fool. Wasting precious time, acting cool.
"402...(unnecessary say)" We automatically make our way. Out the doors, down the stairs, feeling like multimillionaires. Walking... Flocking... Discussing... Talking... Soon we hear their (the Geniuses) answers: SHOCKING!
After that day nothing to fret Until... AIYO! Why Miss Yeo set :(
Don't you love exams? :D I do :D It's just cool. See students fight amongst one another. Being so afraid of getting anything less(er) than an A1.
Maths today was cool :). Damn cool. Miss Yeo I miss you (pun intended). She set A Maths leh... wahlaos... die liao (My initial thoughts) But can get B4 at least lahs ->Improvement :D
History was cool also :). Same topic for both SEQ questions. YAY! Lol.
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5:35 PM
x XTuesday, August 25 xx //
A BIG JIAYOU! TO ALL HISTORY AMATHS GEOG LIT POA STUDENTS :D
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10:21 PM
x X xx //
Today is happy happy day :). Cause I think my exams both not bad luhs.
Elective Geography -> Not bad, managed to finish. And guessed what?! I was searching Wikipedia on the factors of the size of waves only yesterday and it came out today :D. Lucky me. I feel Geog this time I'll do good, at least B3???
E Maths -> A bit careless luhs, used wrong formula for Volume of Sphere and it was even given in the list. Gahs. This is why I tend to do so badly. Anyways I felt one of the question set wrong luhs. But overall can get B3 luhs.
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4:02 PM
x XMonday, August 24 xx //
Today's Physics paper was strangely easy. I admit that I screwed up with transverse and longitudinal waves. (I can't believe I screwed up, it's like my mind suddenly went blank). But it was still OK. Hopefully I can get like a B3? Please ><. I don't want to fail again. But I have confidence I won't.
Tomorrow's paper is Elective Geography. I didn't know what to study actually so I studied everything - read through those not that important and memorize those that confirm come out. I feel satisfied with myself. Hopefully I won't fail ><. It's been known for me to study very hard and fail (Life is just unfair).
Oh! Oh! I decided to retake my Chinese :). I might go round saying : " I try try only lahs. I'm not going to study!" But... seriously, I think I'm studying >< Gotta get that A1 to make my Olvl certificate look nicer :D. So JiaYou! To all those retaking Chinese. *Is retaking really a word? or is there some other word to replace it?
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10:20 PM
x XSunday, August 23 xx //
I am really looking forward to tomorrow's Physics paper. (English paper is negligible)
Since it's set by Mrs Peh, it should be more "readable" than the other Physics papers I've took and probably easier as well. Not as easy as Olvls or most of the other school papers, but easy enough to get at least a C5.
Hm I've studied and practiced quite a bit for it liaos -- Hope it's enough. I don't want to fail Physics again. (48/100)
If Ms Tan is reading this (I highly doubt so), I would like to say that, I don't really hate Physics but just find it too tedious for my liking. I would really want to do well for once and make you proud :D.
OK so... Wish me luck for Physics :). Jiayou everyone for tomorrow's papers! ------------------- OH!OH! I would like to declare that I'm the official Calculator Loaner. If you happen to forget to bring a calculator. Please borrow from me. I'd loan it to you at..... $0!!!! OMGosh SO CHEAP right? I know-- I'm too kind :) So what are you waiting for! :D.
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10:29 PM
x X xx //
THANKS XIN YI !!!!! :D
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10:17 PM
x X xx //
Blogger is screwed up again. The posting page has no graphics. Only things that I can see and type in is the Title and Post Body Boxes. Oh wells.
OK So... Summary on last 4 examinations
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English (Composition) I really had a hard time deciding which composition question to do. Question 1: Friends are more an influence on a teenager's success than parents. or Question 4: Blogging is a waste of time. Do you agree? In then end decided to do the 1st question since Question 4 seemed too common. And I was right :D (After checking with everyone that is). Anyways... I didn't think I did so well since I (think I) repeated the points. GAHS! Dun wan fail English compo again (I've been failing for every year in secondary school) :(
For Situational writing... It was a Proposal for changes to a School Library Congratulations to all Library members who would probably have more experience. I think I did pretty well myself :D My superb Proposal writing skills came into play. I guess all those time in SLB pays off.
Social Studies I LOVE SS! SS ROCKS! It's the first subject that I ever got lower than a 40/100. After painful memorizing of Model Essays, hopefully what ever I regurgitated during the examination was accurate :D. Besides, this was 1st time I managed to complete the SBQ section of the paper I'm gonna get A1 FOR SS! WOOTs!.
Pure History Paper 2 History was a bit crazy but still... "OK" luhs. Yet again, like SS, managed to finish SBQ for the 1st time :D. Oh There was a (Literally) "Surprising" Question for SBQ It went like. "Are you surprised by this source?I had to resist the urge to put "On the whole I am not surprised by this source. However I am surprised by this question." As an answer. Other than that nothing else much to say about History. I'm just worried about Paper 1 (SEA History).
Biology OK this one is damn cool! I think this is the 1st Biology paper I took this year that I found interesting, challenging and worthy of me doing it. HA HA. Mr LeeFY rocks. I would like to thank him for setting such a killer paper. I think there were some questions out of syllabus but it would be "my fault" not to read the small print in the textbook that gave answers to some of those "out-of-syllabus" questions. I almost ran out of time, especially when my pencil ran out of lead and my pen ran out of ink (Damn suay). Oh! Oh! SORRY to those people I told "NO GRAPH PAPER!!! NO GRAPH PAPER" and give false hope to. It really didn't seem like there's a question on graph plotting in the paper (obviously since there was no graph paper) till Mr LeeFY announced that they forgot to give graph paper. I was like "WTH!" lahs... Honestly to my Juniors reading this, not to scare you all or anything, graphs in Biology papers are killer. ><.
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12:04 PM
x XWednesday, August 19 xx //
TOMORROW IS THE PRELIMS, JIAYOU EVERYONE!
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8:09 PM
x XTuesday, August 18 xx //
Cockroaches are cute no? Especially if they are in your food. Dead. but look more horrible than when they were alive.
EWWWW *Vomits*
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6:04 PM
x X xx //
It was by time I posted something like this :D. Mr Chew is indeed a worthy opponent, someone who I can't even convince or debate with. That sucks big time. He sucks also cause his stand is always against mine. And mine is always wrong :D. It's like
Me:Hey! This apple is red! Chew: Nononono... cannot... cannot one. It's blue lah. (some wear along that line)
I told him today : "I don't like you anymore" His reply : "Since when did you like me."#
WELL! My answer MrChew if you are reading this. I used to like you. Then it started to fall. I still liked you before today even if it was 0. But after today it's negative.
:D
I don't get why you're so unreasonable. I've come along so many teachers and propose to them ideas. They say "For what reason are you doing this?" or "What other suggestions do you have?" When I get stunned and when I realise I'm wrong, I respected them so much
But for you, Mr Chew, the fact that I can propose to you a question and you can reply :"NoNono... cannot one lah. Sure cannot one lah!" Makes me hate you. I think you're pathetic. You gave me false hope when you stepped into SLB. I think MdmYeo is better than you now, much much better. Even though MdmYeo goes 100% for her ideas and doesn't deters her views, she rocks because her reasons are at least sastifying to my ears. I would gladly give in to her. For you, I don't give in to you. I give UP on you.
Just to let you know, in class I shall treat you differently.
I hate you as a student leader teacher only, I don't bring my feelings into other sectors.
Yep :)
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5:30 PM
x XFriday, August 14 xx //
5Days to Prelim
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9:27 PM
x XMonday, August 10 xx //
A late happy National Day to everyone :)
National Day is cool. It's one of the only time when we get to sing songs from long long ago The only time we can really exist as "a country" while we watch the NDP whether at home or live. It's the only time that people have incentive/will to say the pledge. It's the only time we are eager to watch fireworks no matter where we are. National Day is COOL :D
But sadly National Day probably marks us receiving the Olvl results for Chinese. (NO!!!!!!! :( ) So to all who still do not know. We'll probably we receiving our Olvl results on 11/08/09. Hope whole XMS gets all A1!!!! (hopefully)
Oh yea, to mention. This morning was annoying. I received two consecutive calls from two people I do not know... at... 4am and 5am. So obviously I had to wake up and spend 30mins tossing in bed trying to get asleep again. Haish.
So wish all Secondary 4 people in Singapore who take Chinese all their best. Hope all of you get Desired results :D.
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11:24 AM
x XSaturday, August 8 xx //
WEE!!! Change blog skin :D. I'm bored luhs... Really bored.
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12:09 AM
x XFriday, August 7 xx //
Some random Disney song quotes
From Anastasia,
"Pull yourself together And you'll pull through it! Tell yourself it's easy, And it's true You can learn to do it too" -Learn to Do It
"I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there when the storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you" -At the Beginning
"Heart, don't fail me now! Courage, don't desert me! Don't turnback Now that we're here.... ........ One step at a time One hope, then another" -Journey to the Past
Okok, maybe Anastasia isn't Disney but hey! it's nice :D
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10:25 PM
x XThursday, August 6 xx //
Prelims coming, time to mug :)
Oh yes... Choir graduation party was indeed enjoyable. To imagine 2 years ago, I was OIC for it. To imagine last year, my committee planned it. Time flies. Really, this year's one was good for a 1st event planned. Great job to the new committee.
Interesting event: I hugged Mrs Yeap!!! So cool luhs >< lol.
Oh yes, I didn't get the service award for champions day. Wait more like, no choir member got it. It's like at least TengYong (President) should get luhs. Gahs... But I understand why MrsYeap never nominate luhs. Probably, it's true that we didn't put in enough effort as a committee last year. There were many screw ups, many things went wrong, not much was done. But who cares? It's not a recognised award anyway. We did our best, at least I think so. It was a great committee nevertheless.
I'm gonna miss choir.
But for now, I'll focus on prelims.
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9:04 PM
x XTuesday, July 28 xx //
I need to stop revealing too much of my thoughts and emotions through my actions... It's bad... gahs.
Bad Nicky BAD!... Dun be like last time.
Let this post remind me whenever I pass my blog.
>< Oh yes, I shall aim to quit bridging. Cause April says it's noisy, so I shaln't contribute... At least I shall try. ><
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8:44 PM
x X xx //
I just noticed that I'm a fan of PILOT G-2 pens :) Well.. I have at least 13 G2 pens in my Bag. (this means... there ought to be some that I cannot find but are in my bag) From 0.5 to 0.7 From Red to blue to black to green to dark blue And yes... in my bag. More accurately, 7 in my pencil case, 2 in my backpack, 4 in my hand-carry bag.
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6:00 PM
x XFriday, July 24 xx //
OMGosh my results are terrible luhs.... DAMN BAD BAD NICKY BAD! OMGosh
That makes L1R5=17! Oh noes... Must work harder sias.
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10:03 PM
x XWednesday, July 22 xx //
Yay :D
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5:07 PM
x XSunday, July 19 xx //
BOOO!
So really bored right now :(
I just realised over these few days that there are friends (X) who I dun really talk to. That's so not me. I shall try talk to them more :D. But the hard part is common part. There's none.
Or in other words: n(Nicholas Intersect X) = 0 (For those of you who learn set theory.)
:D
Gotta keep trying.
oh yes
I just realised Bridge is addictive :D
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1:48 PM
x XFriday, July 17 xx //
2y=17x+c y=8.5x+c
Ok so... Let's see if it still works
Now I have 2 more subjects in my stash.
Firstly, Physics I would rate my amount of slacking for this subject at around 1/10 Since I fucking hell studied 3 rounds over 2 weeks. hence x=2 And I got 48% for it hence y=48
Since c is variable, the lower range it is, the more accurate the equation
Thus, 48=8.5(1)+c c=39.5 So the range of C is still with in the 23.5-41.5 range Thus the equation is still accurate :D
Conclusion: It was really veryvery sad for Physics, almost broke down. Ok I broke down ><. It was not because I felt guilty but more or less because... I fucking studied for it, damn hard summore. Sianed luhs. But nevermind luhs. I shall be immune to failures :D. -------------- On the contrary is Chemistry I would rate my amount of slacking for this subject at around 7/10 Since History was on the same day and I neglected Chemistry hence x=7 And I got 75% for it hence y=75
Since c is variable, the lower range it is, the more accurate the equation
Thus, 75=8.5(7)+c c=15.5 So now the range of C is 15.5-41.5 range Oh NOES! This means the results are varying.
Conclusion: Chem was a paper that kinda agreed to my statement that the more you slack the more marks you get. :D (HAPPY!)
So now we have y=8.5x+c c is within 15.5 to 41.5
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4:04 PM
x XWednesday, July 15 xx //
For this post, please refer to the previous one.
I don't know luhs, feel like cry but then... I think I've become immune to the pains of scoring badly :D. HAHA!
Cheer up all you people who didn't do good also.
ANYWAYS!
I have finally created a new equation for my examination marks :D
SLACKEST 10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1 STUDYHARDEST
Firstly, Let x=AmountofSlacking (as based on scale above) Let y=Score
By theory and assumption,
As x decrease, y increases yes? (Reason: The less you slack, the more your marks)
But by practical means in the case of people like .... yea :D This is too true
However there are acceptions like ME! due to sources of error :D thus the equation should be rewritten.
In the case of Nicky, The equation should be As x increases, y decreases thus: y = kx+c (where c varies from subject to subject)
Sub in values for SS exam (x=1,y=32%) Sub in values for History exam (x=2,y=58%) Sub in values of Bio Exam (x=6,y=92%) Sub in values for EMaths (x=3,y=67%) Sub in values for AMaths (x=2,y=58%)
You will get :You can see that SS (point 1,32) is ambiguous however it still shows how horrible the situation is :D
To calculate k gradient=y-y/x-x=8.5 y=8.5x+23.5( y=8.5x+41 )y=8.5x+41.5 2y=17x+82:D
Let's see if this works for the rest of my papers :)
-To be continued-
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3:32 PM
x XWednesday, July 8 xx //
Wow, today was dismissed at 2:15pm... That's like super early :D. To imagine in sec1, 2:15pm was already very late ><. I guess we can't ask for much when we get to sec4.
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Oh yes, we have a case of H1N1 in the school but school haven closed down. I pray that that person gets well soon and there are is no more cases in our school. We need our time in school to study and to... socialise :D.
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I have finally decided that studying is useless, in fact, it lowers your grades instead of improving them. I have proof. Let's see.
SS:Studied for 1 week, score: 16/50
History:Studied for one bloody week and probably the one subject I studied so hard. In the end, today MrPah told me that I didn't do so well.
On the contrary, every other subject that I didn't study for, I at least got a B3, usually A1/2 Damn! I shall not study anymore :D
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Oh yes, I got 37 CCA points :D. A1 would be 25 so I got A1!!! Seems like there are alot of 24s, hope those people can dig up one more mark somehow. Hmm.... seems like joining SLB pays off :D. And for those who got like 35 and above, please dun be a bastard and bargain for more marks. If you want you can donate the marks to the people who really need it.
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3:22 PM
x XTuesday, July 7 xx //
AWW MAN! Physics not on today gahs! So Physics is on Friday haish. I heard the paper is not going to change so !yay me! I think I shall study as in... I have no choice right? :D.
Oh yes. During CL, 华老师went through "SOME(not to be mentioned)"paper. Damn scared lah, my scores like CMI one leh.... Sianed. Hope my Oral (which is hopeless) and my Listening Compre and pull it to a A2 at least ><
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8:37 PM
x X xx //
I'm really bored, so... quiz :D I think it's damn revealing but, who cares :D!!
I'm 69% innocent.
Here's the deal: Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Don't bother typing answers to the question, it makes it more interesting! The lower the score, the nastier you are. Then repost as I'm _% Innocent:
1. Smoked? 2. Drank alcohol? 3. Cried when someone died? 4. Been drunk? 5. Had sex? 6. Been to a concert? 7. Given a handjob/gotten a handjob? 8. Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob? 9. Been verbally/sexually harassed? 10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody? 11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up? 12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose? 13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before? 14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend? 15. Been to prom? 16. Cried at school? 17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store? 18. Went streaking? 19. Given or received a lap dance? 20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room?
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93%
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over? 22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house? 23. Kissed a stranger? 24. Hugged a stranger? 25. Went scuba diving? 26. Driven a car? 27. Gotten an x-ray? 28. Hit by a car? 29. Had a party? 30. Done serious drugs?
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%
31. Played strip poker/darts? 32. Got paid to strip for someone? 33. Ran away from home? 34. Broken a bone? 35. Eaten sushi? 36. Bought porn? 37. Watched porn? 38. Made porn? 39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex? 40. Been in love?
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 86%
41. French kissed? 42. Laughed so hard you cried? 43. Cried yourself to sleep? 44. Laughed yourself to sleep? 45. Stabbed yourself? 46. Shot a gun? 47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day? 48. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours? 49. Been online for 9 consecutive hours? 50. Watched an animal die?
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82%
51. Watched a person die? 52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present? 53. Pranked somebody? 54. Put somebody in the hospital? 55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out? 56. Kissed somebody of the same sex? 57. Dressed punk? 58. Dressed goth? 59. Dressed preppy? 60. Been to a motocross race?
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 80%
61. Avoided somebody? 62. Been stalked? 63. Stalked someone? 64. Met a celebrity? 65. Played an instrument? 66. Ridden a horse? 67. Cut yourself? 68. Bungee jumped? 69. Ding dong ditched somebody? 70. Been to a wild party?
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%
71. Got caught stealing something? 72. Kicked a guy in the balls? 73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend? 74. Went out with your friend's crush? 75. Got arrested? 76. Been pregnant? 77. Babysat? 78. Been to another country? 79. Started your house on fire? 80. Had an encounter with a ghost?
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 74%
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients? 82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by? 83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex? 84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months? 85. Sat on your butt all day? 86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself? 87. Had a job? 88. Gotten cut from a sports team? 89. Been called a whore? 90. Danced like a whore?
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 72%
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity? 92. Been in a car accident? 93. Been told you have beautiful eyes? 94. Been told you have beautiful hair? 95. Raped somebody? 96. Dance in the rain? 97. Been rejected? 98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying? 99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face? 100. Been raped
FINAL: 69%
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4:15 PM
x XMonday, July 6 xx //
Since I have to retake my Physics on Tuesday AKA tomorrow, I shall not study it :D. I shall gain no extra advantage even if the retest involves the reduction of marks. :D I shall not study for Physics. It's fairer this way. Wish me luck :D.
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12:22 PM
x XFriday, July 3 xx //
I think my blog abit outdated luhs so....
REFLECTIONS
Today Yay! Last paper was today and I apparently didn't take it :D. Physics it was, but somehow I fell sick -> Then dunnid go school, dunnid take Physics. Sadly I studied so hard... now still need retake and marks may be deducted even before I take it :(. *sobs*.. but then... WHO CARES! It's not even counted in anything, not even report book :D. So jiayou Nicholas, jiayou Nicky, JIAYOU! for olevels and prelims.
Yesterday
0800:Start of day I was thinking...GCE Chinese Olvl Oral today leh OMGosh OMGosh... I was so damn nervous lah.
1130: BiologyPaper The fact that I was shaking during Biology paper (that was before CLoral) showed that I was damn nervous. Shaking not because of the bloody fucking cold hall, not because I was afraid for Biology. I was freaking afraid for Chinese Oral. Bio was kinda easy, but I kept imagining myself just freaking out if I were to sit infront of the examiners.
1300: Studying for Oral I was mugging like mad but realised nothing could go inside my brain... I actually read the same page over and over again and couldn't understand what I read. So I decided to just stop and chill (which was almost IMPOSSIBLE luhs) and follow some random people around the school :D...:(.
1400: Pre-PreOral Gathered in outside the hall, took temperature (37.5 OMGosh), no fever ><><. There was MrTang with his superlame jokes, but it served much comfort (kinda miss the times when I was Band1CL and he was still teaching me). So then the teachers came in, the clock struck 1424. Final briefings and the war has began. 1430: PreOral The teachers practically slaughtered everyone at least that was what I thought. Blood was everywhere, but what was worse, they were not immediately killed but tortoured - only to be set free at 1500. 1503: Oral Sequence of events and mistakes 1st: Passage reading. *takes deep breath**takes 2nd deep breath* start reading.... 8th word, crash. I was DIEDIEDIE how to read? Then decided to come out with a random word to continue. Continued reading 3/4 words at a time then a pause. Got better at the Dialogue---- then... crash. Stopped reading. *TAKES DEEP BREATH and sighs (LOL)*. Continue reading. End of passage. *sigh again* Trust me those sighs were as audible as the words I was speaking ><.
2nd: Conversation. Examiner:现在我们会谈的题目是opening school up for others to make use of。你同意吗？
1stmistake Me:我同意。请问题目是什么意思？I can't believe, I agreed to the topic without knowing what it was. Summore I enquired in such a crude way.
Examiner: Explains topic.
Me: OOHHH! (very audible) 这是我同意的。因为*pauses for 5seconds*continues saying. I'm just glad that one of the examiners actually agreed with me alot of times and she said that those points very true!!! She seems like she is supporting me lol. Did give me comfort but still think I screwed up.
So what to do? Die lor. Disappointed with the topic luhs, so sad for those to mugged all night. Oh wells. Hope I still can get A2. A1 is like possibility= -0.0000001.
OH YES. One detail I must add. It was raining, all for the sudden thunderstorm. (after confirming with my friends from other school) I think it was island wide. It was not at all comforting. It was like an ominient sign that the topic was shit and we were going to fail. Evil sky EVIL!.
Long time no blog hehs?
EXAM PERIOD is here.
To imagine we felt so happy when the other secondary levels were having examinations and we weren't. I guess now it's our turn to suffer :D. I'm chionging the last of my revision.
I'm rather procrastinative so... what I've studied is already amazing.
This is the list of subjects I've studied and have not.
Plan to study:
Friday-History
Saturday-History
Sunday-Geography
Monday-Biology/Geography
Tuesday-Chemistry/History
Wednesday-Biology
Thursday-Physics
I think that's very good progress if I should say so myself.
THIS IS FOR ME AND ANYONE ELSE WHO NEEDS IT.
List of Examinations:
Date
1st Paper
2nd Paper
3rd Paper
29 June (Monday)
History
EM
Paper 2
Paper 2
0800-0930
1030-1300
30 June (Tuesday)
Biology
Geography
Paper 2
Paper 2
0800-0945
1100-1230
1 July (Wednesday)
Chemistry
Chemistry
History
Paper 1
Paper 2
Paper 1
0800-0900
0915-1100
1200-1330
2 July (Thursday)
AM
Biology
Paper 2
Paper 1
0800-1030
1130-1230
3 July (Friday)
Physics
Physics
Paper 2
Paper 1
0800-0945
1030-1130
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1:07 AM
x XSaturday, May 30 xx //
And then we have a new Committee :)
I seriously am very glad the new committee turned out well (as in composition). I think it's really balanced. I really wish all the best to NicholasWong (New president), this year is going to get tough. I'll be back quite often I think... but until then I shall mug ><. *sighs*. I have a feeling life for our two Vicepresidents, Colin and Sherry, is going to get tough, commitments are hard to handle, but they should be able to handle them all. I have much faith in this committee as I have with the previous one and the one after because it's Xinmin Chorale. Nothing will go wrong. Now that I've stepped down, there is one less thing to worry about. It's good news for me. Xinmin Chorale ALL THE BEST.
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11:37 PM
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3) Student Leader Board
Ok there are somethings I need to clear up.
I don't want SLB to fall.
I still see hope in it.
I don't know whether it's the new teacher in charge giving me hope. I don't think so. It's something else.
Things are screwed up but they will get better, at least I hope so.
Soon the sinking vessel will start moving again.
SLB will survive.
I hope to disassociate myself with it ASAP for two reasons 1) To release the pain 2) To get more time
Please take note, I'm only wearing my tie out of respect for my dear teachers and my dear buddy.
I really like doing keypress duty.
I don't wanna leave SLB though.
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11:31 PM
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2) Sudden interest for Britain's got Talent.
I have no idea why I'm so suddenly obsessed with Britain's got Talent 2009. It's really heartening to see all the young performers especially, singing, dancing, everything. It kind of makes you jealous ><. It's already on its semi-finals, wonder if Susan Boyle will be the winner. I heard she's backing out, but nothing on the net can be trusted... seriously.
Afew of my favourites
Susan Boyle-Singer Shaheen Jafargholi-Singer Hollie Steel-Singer Aidan Davis-Dancer Callum Francis-Singer Flawless-Dance Group Diversity-Dance Group Faces of Disco-Dance
My Chinese O-levels is on Monday (30/05/09). I have no idea why I'm blogging instead of studying, guess just had to destress hehs. This would be my 1st paper (Minus all the science practical examinations.) and I really hope I can get an A1 or A2, if I get a lower grade, I'm definitely retaking it. What am I saying? I WILL GET AN A1, I WILL NOT RETAKE IT. At least I hope so.
For now, I'll study hard and hope for the best. 平时不烧香，临时抱佛脚。I think it works, it has to. Mugging Chinese Idoms, Proverbs, Allegorical Sayings today. Tommorrow I shall cover Composition formatting.
So why am I so determined? Let's see.... I dropped from Band1 chinese to Band2 chinese now to Band3, I can't believe it, come to think of it. I can't believe I slacked, I lacked my grade drop. I shall score high marks, not for myself, but to prove that I am of Band 1 standard. Most importantly I want to make my School teachers, my tuition teachers proud. Jiayou Nicholas Jiayou.
*A1 I want you so much*
*Things to remember to bring -Jacket -Identification Card -Stationery -Dictionaries -Water Bottle -Confirmation Slip ****************
-Signing off- Nicky
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11:02 PM
x X xx //
Haven't blogged for a long time ><. I think I'll spam my blog with posts for today, until it strikes 12 midnight. There is so much I've to blog about. I shall divide them into many many posts.
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11:00 PM
x XSaturday, May 16 xx //
General Elections for choir is like next wednesday... That mean's next choir practice... I'll become a 2nd hand good lol. Haha. Don't wanna leave so soon lehs. But I don't have a choice ehs. I ain't worried about the "candidates", I'm only worried if they have time to dedicate ><... gahs
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10:42 AM
x XThursday, May 14 xx //
I GIVE UP... I'm doing the last of the homework I feel like doing. There is like so much Homework and TESTS... ah!!!. Chinese O levels is coming... *worries*
It's like teachers give so much homework and then they say "Can finish one it's so simple" but then you realise it's not simple at all. So you spent the whole night chionging homework. *chiong* *chiong* but then... it's so late... so tired... how to do.....
Scenario 1: You don't complete your homework. Teacher: "How many of you didn't do you homework. *raises hand*. Wah so many people. *hmphs* I am very disappointed with you all. It was such a simple assignment (Trust me it usually isn't) and yet you all can't finish it. I already told you to complete it yet you guys didn't. SO DISAPPOINTING. If you guys don't want to study, I don't want teach anymore. Get out/I'm getting out."
Scenario 2: You complete your homework. Next day you are so tired so sleepy, you sleep in class and can't pay attention. Teacher: "Hey you, stop sleeping in class. Wake up, pay attention." or Teacher: "eheh... why so tired?" (it's obvious isn't it, I hate it especially when the teacher who causes the lack of sleep asks that question).
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10:48 PM
x XFriday, May 1 xx //
In response to my 27th April post... after 1 week. I changed my mind about SLB. It's gonna fall, yet people don't wanna realise it. Oh wells. Buhbyes. The earlier it falls the better. No more suffering and discontentment with everyone. YAY. I don't even feel any more compassion for the people suffering, they are suffering cause they refuse to stand up and do stuff.
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11:08 PM
x XMonday, April 27 xx //
This post is going to be different.
Aw man, I'm seeing SLB like falling and I can't do anything. I don't know why but, I start to feel sympathetic and actually can't bear to see SLB fall. Totally contridictory to how I felt about letting SLB die. HAHA. I still think it will like fall but I hope it can be savaged. Sec3s not wanting to join EXCO, predicting problems of lack of talent and overwork on future EXCOs... Gahs. As for the current excos... I also like.. . feel sad for them lor. GOOD LUCK ALL :D.
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6:16 PM
x XThursday, April 16 xx //
Hey choir, I'm veryveryvery proud of you :D. Every minute Every second Every hour Was worth it and we deserved a gold :D
WELL DONE everyone
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11:27 PM
x XWednesday, April 15 xx //
HEYHEYS CHOIR GOOD JOB for SYF :D:D:D
Abit errors here and there but good job. BUT DO NOT WORRY ABOUT THE RESULTS AT ALL :D. You tried your best and that's it :D. That's the best I ask from everyone.
Rest well and relax now.
You've all really done us proud.
:D:D
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8:57 PM
x XSunday, April 12 xx //
I had a near death experience. Yes those type where you see your life flicker before your eyes. It happened when I was in my father's car. We came to a T-junction. My father had to turn to the right. So apparent he turned and forgot there we incoming cars coming perpendicular to us. The cool part was that the two oncoming cars actually like did a like split to avoid my father's car. If not I was so sure that the two cars would have rammed straight towards us :D. Exciting indeed.
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9:58 PM
x X xx //
Memoratical As defined from Nicholas' Dictionary. Root word : Memory Form: An adjective used to describe one's day. EG: Today was a very memoratical day. or emotions. EG: I am feeling memoratical. Meaning : To constantly recall memories. Sedimental in a happy way.
I've been back to Bishan my hometown yet again. Took a stroll under the beautiful sunset round the neighbourhood. Been to my old tuition centre, it was not open to my despair. Been to Junction8, as busy as ever. Been to Bishan Street 22 Neighbourhood Market, I didn't see any of my old friends, but things didn't change much. I've been to the near by park, much changes have been made but air still as fresh as ever. The sweet scent orange flowers on trees fills the air, great memories of childhood. And to mention is saw an old pal, he seems so different now, missed him and others alike. Perhaps it's fate. :D:D. A really wonderful day.
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8:36 PM
x XThursday, April 9 xx //
Choir SYF IS IN approximately 6 DAYS and 18 hours away :D:D JIAYOU EVERYONE
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9:38 PM
x XMonday, April 6 xx //
Haha I've gotten rid of my emo songs :D:D And filled them with SpiritedAway songs :D haha. ENJOYENJOY
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Hey my dear sec1 Juniors Kaely, David, XinYi and others I hope you guys really mature soon, I'm leaving so must take care of yourselves :D:D
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SYF is so soon, so excited...
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Good job Sectional Leaders today for choir :D:D everything was great
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8:31 PM
x XSaturday, April 4 xx //
Homecoming Day was so enjoyable, I really enjoyed my last homecoming day immersing for the 1st time with my dearest juniors, seniors and mates. Scooping ice cream is always so fun :D. Sold 1400 bucks of ice cream and fondues and floats, yay :D. lol. Heyheys so sorry to those I didn't let scoop ice cream. So wasted the last bit of melting icecream AKA yogurt, if not can earn more one :D.
What I learned today. Strawberry ice cream + 7-up = VERYVERYNICECOMBO. :D:D.
Really so happy. Saw so many things and people today that made me happy. Homecoming Day was a failure? I take back my words, it was a wonderful success.
A very warming feeling fills my heart, I don't wanna leave XMS so soon.
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9:34 PM
x XFriday, April 3 xx //
It's April, so soon. I'm stepping down from choir and SLB is it good or bad?
A quote from yours truly inspired by choir and Mrs Yeap's sayings that choir is a place where magic happens. MUSIC and MAGIC are just 2 letters away. Be the one to Change those 2 letters. I'm really going to miss choir in the 3 weeks to come. Will a XMCA be formed? What will happen after I leave choir. Will there be any impact of me leaving choir. I hope for a good answer for all my questions. I shall leave choir with the peace of mind that the juniors can take care of choir. They can and they will. Had committee "gathering" today, the committee really grew, every single one of you guys. Very much. Once a noisy batch of members, now still a noisy batch of members but a united one. Thx Wendy, thx TengYong, thx all committee members for being there. For now choir is still in it's normal state but I have a finally feel that good things are going to happen in choir soon. Guys jiayou for SYF.
Where as my stepping down from SLB is a total different matter. I hate SLB now, more than ever. But I love the SLs there. They've been there with me through different times. I thank them for that. But SLB is going to fall, it's a fact. Not the SLs fault but the fault of fate and the school. I'll miss doing duties, planning events, just slacking and hanging out. Oh yes, I don't care, it's either step down totally or don't step down EXCO (and what the hell happened to stepping down at the same time, a promise that some of you made). I'm dissapointed yet again with the EXCO. SLB is going to fall, I'm happy. With it accomplished students and teachers can once again be at ease. A good ending.
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9:07 PM
x XMonday, March 30 xx //
Gahs so long no post. Ok some random stuff.
Scorpion House got 4th for Sports day yay. lol See the trend. When I was sec1, Scorpion was 1st When I was sec2, Scorpion was 2nd When I was sec3, Scorpion was 3rd and now... See the trend??? :D
Lol ><
So random Back into Habboing since sec1 haha :D Miss it... gahs
Oh yea I love my sec1 juniors so much hahas :D they are all so cute.
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7:29 PM
x XSaturday, March 21 xx //
http://www.notsosecretlives.com/
HeyHeys do go to this site, it's interesting haha :D
AND OH YES HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARINDA :DDD
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10:00 PM
x X xx //
I opened my windows to let the fresh air in until I discovered the sky was nice, painted in a beautiful, romantic rich tone (Brings back memories). I turned around and saw this rainbow... It was raining very heavily when I took this so gahs... Rainbows are beautiful aren't they? Mother Nature is so beautiful...
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7:46 PM
x XFriday, March 20 xx //
This will be a continued post from all the previous posts on Choir.
Take note I address choir as an object not a group of people or a particular person.
Mr Yong (choir conductor) is angry.
Mr Yong got really very angry today. Choir didn't put in it's best and forgot every single shit MrYong reminded us to do. It's an irony to the crescendos he always force us to create when singing soft to loud in intensity. Today his mood really Crescendoed and eventually he said at the end of the practice something like: Practice ended, I really have nothing to teach already. These words really struck me hard. He made so much sense, I couldn't deny it. In fact I realised this long ago like many others. Did it impact choir? OH YES IT DID for 30seconds : that's all, just like every other thing the choir committee or teachers say. Choir doesn't see the importance of Practices. Things are just forgotten as if practices were just a dream. Choir didn't learn from all the workshop failures in the past perhaps, it just impacted choir, nothing more.
Simple things like Pitches Tones Sound Quality Timing Can't even be solved. How do you expect things like Dymanics and Expression to be done?
Choir you really need to buck up. You can't get Gold With Honours without trying.
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10:28 PM
x XWednesday, March 18 xx //
hmmm... :D Just happy..
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10:13 PM
x XSunday, March 8 xx //
I saw really beautiful things today that made me smile. Perhaps nature knew I was sad :D
I saw a half rainbow... Pathetic.. yet so beautiful. It was a really short arc of the rainbow formed, so short that it seemed like a straight block. But yet, it was so unique, though so incomplete, it was really beautiful.
Went to Punggol Beach with my parents, walked along the beach to see the sunset. And guess what. At the other end was the moon. These two wonders actually existed side by side, 180degrees apart. Marvellous... Really Smiled when I saw this, my heart just felt happy.
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11:40 PM
x X xx //
Here are 2 videos :D
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10:06 PM
x X xx //
I Hate myself for not being able to focus on studying I Hate myself for giving advice to other people and not take it myself I Hate myself for being a hypocrite I Hate myself for my pessimistic attitude I Hate myself for not being open I Hate myself for being too open I Hate myself for not being loyal to my family I Hate myself for bullying my sister I Hate myself for lying to my close ones I Hate myself for betraying my close ones I Hate myself for not caring about others I Hate myself for caring too much other others I Hate myself for being so arrogant I Hate myself for not treasuring my friends I Hate myself for not keeping my room clean I Hate myself for not focusing on something for more then 3 days I Hate myself for neglecting my commitments I Hate myself for sleeping so late even though I promised my body to I Hate myself for not fulfilling my dreams I Hate myself for thinking too much I Hate myself for not thinking I Hate myself for not liking sports I Hate myself for being a boot-licker I Hate myself for hating others.
I Hope I change all this
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Sub Post: I Hate myself for not studying
Somehow I can't concentrate on studying. For the past tests.. neither one did I study for more than 1hour. I really hate myself for that. God please help me not to score well, but to study. I fail to see the urgency of O-levels... So many assessments I've bought for myself, so many I have not done. Why... Others have gone to focus in their studies, I think I'm the only one who does not care.., I've got to keep trying... please help me.
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11:59 AM
x XWednesday, March 4 xx //
It's Amaths Common Test Today, Pretty easy if I were to say :D. Thx to my "mentors" LOL.
Didn't really feel very Nicholas today actually in class or in choir. I totally sucked at choir >< oh gosh, probably not prepared... no excuses I shall just blame myself kaes.
Of course someone is making me hate them more and more, thinking you are so good.
Oh yea loving my sec1 juniors :D.
Yea to say I'm getting emotionless (Somehow I keep saying Emotionalless ><), the days go past like routines, new things seem old. The emotion of suprise is lost. I get immune to the feelings of hurt and failure. Why... I hope I can find my feelings back. My emotions of happiness and joy fade, emotions of sadness start to turn to blank. The only emotion left is fear and nervousness... Life is bad. I can't wait to get out of this school, yet I can't bear to leave the school, my friends, my teachers, my life....
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9:07 PM
x XSunday, March 1 xx //
How much of your teenage life have you messed up?
[ ] Gotten detention. [ ] Gotten your phone taken away in class. [ ] Gotten suspended. [ ] Gotten caught chewing gum. [ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total: 0
[ ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times [x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times. [ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late [ ] Missed school cause you felt like it. [ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.
Total : 1
[ ] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school. [ ] Texted people during class. [ ] Passed notes. [ ]Threw stuff across the room. [x] Laughed at the teacher.
Total : 2
[x] Pulled down the fire alarm -> Rang for 5secs I managed to stop it tough lol. [x] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school. [x] Took pictures during school hours [x] Called someone during school hours. [x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class
Total : 7
[ ] Threw something at the teacher. [ ] Went outside the classroom without permission. [ ] Broke the dress code. [x] Failed a class [x] Ate food during class.
Total : 9
[ ] Gotten a call from school. [ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly. [x] Didn’t take your stuff to school. [ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go. [x] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking. [x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.
Total : 12
[ ] Faked your parents signature [x] Slept in class. [ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face. [x] Copied homework.
All total : 14
Multiply by 3: 42%
So I screwed up 42% of my teenage life. That's not bad... If I were to replace this with what I did in primary school It would be.... alot more hahas.
Improvement indeed. :D
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8:44 PM
x XTuesday, February 24 xx //
Whew... second day of school again... time flows so fast. another few months and I'll be gone. I wonder if it will make any difference on the school, I hope it will. I wasted my sec1 and sec2 life, I made progress in school too slowly. If only time could be rewinded.
Every day's so tiring, torturous yet it has become a routine, I don't mind anymore.
MY SCHEDULE: 0600am - Wake up. 0630am - Reach school. 0655am - Do Keypress Duty. 0745/0815 - Go back class for lessons. 1045/1115 - Recess/Choir Sectionals in Canteen. 1145/1215 - Go back class for lessons. 1445/1515/1545 - Lessons end (Monday, Tuesday, Thursday). 1545/1615/1645 - Remedials end (Monday, Tuesday, Thursday). 1515/1545 - Class test end (Wednesday, Friday). 1730/1830 - Choir end. 1630/1700/1730 /1815/1915 - Return home, Eat, Bathe, Do homework 2300/0000 - Sleep
Hehs, hope Mdm Liew releases the load on us, it's only backfire plan.
There's choir auditions tomorrow also, hope our efforts during recess pays off. Hope I don't forget any part or get so nervous that I choke. JiaYou Colin (Bass Partner) and every other group member. Jiayou every other choir member, hope you all will pass.
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7:30 PM
x XFriday, February 20 xx //
It's been three day since I last blogged. Time passes so fast. Many things Fucked up my life these days.... I try to ignore them... I almost fail.
------------------- For one Security Guard in school Never ever liked them, any of the 7 that switched since I was first in school. Pathetic people... can't even get along with the students, yet to say protect them. Bloody Francis just made trouble out of something so simple as someone bring home the key. Can't you just fucking ignore the fact that the key was taken without a submitted deposit and treat it as the key was not returned?
You tell me your experience is more let's see... I've been in Xinmin Sec for 4 years, doing keypress for 4 years. You have barely been here for 1 year. So what if you are "experienced" with other schools. THIS IS XMS it's a total different thing. It's like saying you studied chem for 100 years and physics for 1 year I studied physics for 4 years in XMS. and you say you have more experience in Physics.
FUCK YOU TI CO (Perverted) face when you saw that hot babe that came into school that day.... piece of dream shit. I bet you would screw her if you had the chance.
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you for spoiling my short day.
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10:05 PM
x XTuesday, February 17 xx //
I was too confident I was too nervous How could I make such a simple mistake I hate myself hate myself so much NICHOLAS It's the O-lvls how could you be so careless.. that "zero point zero (1.0)" thing cause me at least 1 mark liao lahs...# DAMN IT. AHHH
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10:16 PM
x XSunday, February 15 xx //
Dead Road - by Nicholas##
Life is really bored... Life is really very bad. The Mystery lies It's just going on. One ask why it would be bad. There is no motive for life for me right now.... Life is dead. A Dead road.
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See I'm damn bored nowadays. I'm going to break the post up into sections again so yea. I'm going to write short verses for each segment
Choir Auditions More Or Less great. Tears stream in some eyes. In others a joy of hope. Amongst them a judge, Cunning and sinister, watching, thinking. Memories of American Idol pops, people running out saying "Yay I passed" Others just sad. I passed yea but: To all the happy people: Stay happy while you can To all the sad people: I know how you feel. Cheer up and smile :D. Eventhough the Auditions were only "preliminary" They seem so real. I was scared, I'm sure everyone was. Not the fear of failure but something else, something much deeper, muchmuch Deeper.
--------------------------------- VDAY Valentine's day was great. My last valentine's day. Thanks for the gifts, sadly could give any in return cause my kitchen was out of bounds ><... Thx Mannan Denise TangYang JiaYun Mel XiaoQi YiHua and more for your gifts thanks everyone for your wishes. Valentine's day, a wonderful day. is not about love for couples, but love for friends as well. Love for God. Love for Family. Love for people you don't know. Love. Perhaps Couple Love was history for me, Perhaps I will never know it again. Love is still there in whatever form I know. Love will never die.
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Catechism Lessons Being a catechist is great Teaching the young Primary 5s about god. I think my standard is not there. I'm not worthy. But yet I want to try. I love kids *I define them as 10-15year olds* I wanna be a teacher some day perhaps. Daryl Darryl Justin Justis George Keanu Andrea Cheryl Videa Theodora Rachel Christopher Dominic Collin Desiree Shalina Terry Shane Sarah Rico Michael Jasmine God Bless each of you. -------------------------
That's all I suppose. Lazy to post g2g sleep. So long :D
JOEL signs off.
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10:48 PM
x XThursday, January 29 xx //
I notice that... People with many friends have little enemies whether they know it anot BUT AT THE SAME TIME People with many enemies have many friends whether they know it anot People with little friends have strong ones BUT AT THE SAME TIME People with many enemies have strong friends
Really cool these days -> Lessons end at modally 1515 !!! Damnit -> Some teachers are really nice -> Do not judge teachers by their covers -> I'm enjoying BIO MATHS CHINESE HISTORY lessons -> CHINESE AMAZINGLY... -> XMS dropped band, stress on Graduating batch...
Early Happy Birthday to TangYang 31st Jan Vanessa 5th Feb Isaac 5th Feb Stephanie 10th Feb
Anyone I missed?
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7:12 PM
x XSunday, January 18 xx //
How Great is our God?
Yet another Godly experience at Thomson Baptist Church. I'm not supposed to be there, my Catholic religion discourages it but WHO CARES. God is present in all churches I believe, the same atmosphere, similar situations, it's all the same. Does the minor differences be so big. My dream of uniting Christianity, can I do it? Let's see after O's 1st. =D I hope can luh. SO THANKS ISAAC Di for inviting me to his church. GodBless everyone and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELVERLIN
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12:38 AM
x XMonday, January 12 xx //
HappyBirthday to: DESMOND LUMYI LEONARDKENNETH
=D=D=D
All the best for the future.
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8:50 PM
x XSunday, January 4 xx //
This blog is really dead haha.
Ok hows 1st day of school. Hmm kinda cool. 3 batch of juniors wonderful. I feel guilty for Orientation Committee >< so sorry. I feel guilty for my participation in my religion >< so sorry. I feel guilty in my oath to study >< so sorry. I feel guilty in my responsibility as a choir VP >< so sorry.
The new year is filled with Commitments. Family Studies CCA Friends SLB Religion It's really hard. AND GUESS WHAT they are always on the same day. Oh wells. If I fail my studies I can always take over my father's business early =D. Studying is still better though.
Jiayou Orientation comm.
I'm leaving the blogskin here. It's still XMAS in me =D.
OH YEA I'm finally 15 =D youngyoung 15 lol
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10:32 PM
x XWednesday, December 17 xx //
Refering to my profile... I'm not really 15 yet. SoonSoon My Birthday's coming =D=D You should know when it is.
Anyways to everyone Merry XMAS!
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1:27 PM
x XSunday, November 30 xx //
Ahh.. I saw one black kitty today. Damn cute and playful lah. It's as small as when you put two hands like an L in a rectangle. Guess what there were suppose to be 3 of them? so assholetic kids throw them down from 17th floor. Fuck them. Hope the kitties didn't die painfully.
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11:55 AM
x XSaturday, November 29 xx //
Long time no blog. Dun feel like blogging liao.
Anyways.. Yay I'm finally able to post that I am confirmed yay. So it's NicholasJoel Lim Zhiying. Long hor but I didn't want plain Nicholas. Besides, Joel is a nice name. Btw Joel was a boy who experienced Saint Nicholas. Joel is one of the more unknown books of the bible. It's short and sweet. So Joel it was. Not sure if I would put it in my IC. Anyway planning to join YouthClubor CatholicYouthFellowsip with Catechist Ministries. Both clashes hard choice. Choraling session was fun with only Joey and Lionel, the only people I really knew though, the rest we way more senior than me.
I really hope the best for choir.
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12:03 AM
x XWednesday, November 12 xx //
Just a quick one. My ideas on SLB learnt -Camps are pointless -Passion leads to bad stuff -Bonds never last -Seniors are sometimes wrong -Juniors are very important, their opinions should never be neglected. -People never keep promises -Some people just do not care about anything
I'll add more over time
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10:58 PM
x XSaturday, November 8 xx //
FINALLY SOMETHING TO BE PROUD ABOUT... haha >< not really a big matter but to me it is,.. you'll see. i g2g sleep
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12:46 AM
x XTuesday, November 4 xx //
Don't know whether I should waste $$ on the show haha. Anyway... Trailer:
I only like the song luhs... >< nice singer nice song, Nice movie??? Don't think so... lousy animation. I'll just wait for the Privated DVD buhs.
This is my future, this is my life, as my destiny arrive.
It seems I can't win, but I know I tried, when sure that my dreams are ?what?
Dreams, they really can come true. And all I really have to do is believe that though it's really hard sometimes. I know I've found the strength inside.
Sing to the dawn of hope, since love restored the faith I hold. And I believe in who I am inside. Now I've found the strength to live my life . Now sing to a brand new dawn.
You'll never know. If you never try. You'll make it a long long way. If you believe.
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9:36 PM
x XSunday, November 2 xx //
Haish... sad lahs... why must it happen at that time... damnit In the end nv go Class gathering. Haish.............................................. Really_Really_Really_Really sorry... Just came back today. Hope everything will be alright. Try to be happy tomorrow, If you see me emo... don't ask.
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10:53 PM
x XTuesday, October 28 xx //
I serious hate chinese. Haish, why am I even chinese.
I dropped class again. Drop from Band1 to Band2 now to Band3. Not looking down on Band3 class but just it's myself. I try so hard, I actually study for chinese. Can't believe it. Well I'm the only one in the band3 class to pass chinese SA2 with a 50. It doesn't really matter, this class of 22 is not bad, quite quiet not as I presumed. With DanielYeap, DarrenLeong, Sophia, Plato there still ok buhs. Just the lessons abit slow ><. Maybe gonna ask the next teacher to give me private tuition cause I really need it. Must buck up... but can I? I keep telling myself that but I keep deproving, why? Quite sad luhs. But the good thing is that I heard the Band2 class now damn noisy, maybe I'm glad that I got demoted? No more smart people around to ask for help, I hope this would improve my confidence.
So CHEERS for better chinese grades. Hopefully can get promoted again next year after CA1.
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8:37 PM
x X xx //
I went to Batam, Indonesia on Saturday to Monday. Quite cool and fun, but still hate sitting ferries. Ok so woke up damn early (9am is early) to catch the ferry, and guess what? The luggages weren't packed yet, hahs - No choice choing abit lor. Then took a 30min train to the HabourFront checked in and got the tickets and had to wait for 1hours. Seriously Singapore needs to improve on the waiting times.
Sat on a bumpy ride to Batam, watched the seas from the upper cabin.-This is what I noticed when travelling from Singapore to Indonesian seas. 1) The coasts of Singapore are way cleaner then Indonesian coasts. 2) The Indonesian costs were like populated with fish, in Singapore you couldn't see shit. 3) The Singapore Currents were way harsher then Indonesians'. Amazing.
Reached the Indonesian Terminal and took a coach to the hotel (Planet holiday - 4star). Ok from that moment I could see that S$currency was way higher then the RpcurrencyRuppiah. It was like 1Singapore$=6900Rp at most. This resulted in stuff being cheaper. Eg.An av Macdonalds in Indonesia would cost around $3.50 compared to the $5 singapore meal.
Ok so booked into the nice hotel (seemed like an oasis to me), and found that there were quite alot of SGreans there. Quite impressive hotel if I had to say. A nice variety of shops and restruants. Oh I went to this cool Jap Restruant for lunch. After that went to a nearby shopping center and guess what I saw... A&W OMG I tot it was extinct, miss their curly fries. Anyways also quite cheap luhs. ><. Saw alot nice clothes but keep dun have my size... Speak bout size, I feel average height there :D. Ok so had dinner there and went back hotel and slept peacefully after a bottle of hooch.
Next day woke up for a standard breakfast buffet and then went swimming/gym/Suana for 4 hours. Amazingly tiring ^^. Ok after that went to kelong for dinner. I'll describe what it's like. A restruant on stilts above a pond where they keep fishes. They serve lots of seafood. Quite cool having fishes just over the ledge, keep feeding the poor tortured fishes with rice. Went back to the hotel tired but wanted to do one last thing, went to Karaoke room to sing... many songs, their choices were bad and there wasn't many new songs in the end sang oldies like "Oh Carol", "Top of the world" I realised I sing Disney songs better ><''.
Ok so final day, woke up for breakfast and went to a nearby shopping mall before returning home. Megamall, sounds familar? Could be to some people. My parents actually wanted to buy a Seaside residence. Oh well maybe next time can host chalet there. Hahs. So basically that's it lor. Really enjoy my trip to Indonesia. Really have to improve my malay, gahs.
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7:46 PM
x XFriday, October 24 xx //
Haish... This is typed during Investiture meeting. SLB is really pathetic, so many changes, so many uncertainties. What happened to the old caring SLB? I think it just died, SLB is falling face it, not because of sec3s but more of the wrong concepts. Concepts of "Family" is gone. Just glad and happy that by time the Armageddon strikes I'm gone. Just happy hahs. Conflicts, misunderstandings, conveyment of remarks just wrong. Did I trust the wrong people, just pathetic. Excos can't even get along, each with his/her one flaws who refuse to admit it. So contridictory... so idiot. You can never weigh out two events and compare with is more important. Orientation and International Friendship day is both as important. I hope some people can realise it, SLB is dieing, the hearts of the SLs... Too many changes.
Sometimes people have to just admit the truth Others have to face it. Sometimes people have to stand for what they want Other have to stand for those they love.
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1:26 PM
x XThursday, October 23 xx //
Investiture, Science Symposium, SYF, O'lvls, Orientation, Chinese Symposium, Bridging, Camps .... Haish my holiday is going to be back to school almost everyday according to my calendar =='''
Ahh what's the point of a holiday anymore. So lucky not much holiday homework. "phew"
So yea Today is to last day of school.... So fast next year in Aircon class. Next year can see new people in long pants.><. So fast o'lvls coming. So fast.. I'll be gone, wonder if any junior would miss me, was my life in secondary worthwhile? Unlike primary school? Did I change? haha who knows, all I know is that... I'll miss them.
Anyways my grades are passable, not fantastic but still passable. No A1s but should be happy no fails. Top 10? impossible though. So... AMaths A2 EMaths B3 English B3 Chinese C6 Biology B4 Chemistry A2 Physics B4 SS/Geo A2 History A2
Ohoh my EM get lower then AM cool right? That proves one thing!!!
Vivath and NJL coming my class... = = argh. I don't really know NJL well but oh well, Welcome??? haha. I think she knows me. Vivath har... he'll be lonely and cling to me/desmond, trust me. Sian... all the good teachers gone...
Symposium is soso buh, see them tio scolded pity them haish, MrTang... I'm in programme department with melmel, she's kinda lucky Joey's in Yuying drums (Playing on actual day). Investiture's also okok, abit not really started but We've got time. I'm in Orientation and good luck to Denise as OIC. This year committee very little sec4 and sec2... quite dumb luhs.
Lastly...an early HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIMING
As time... goes by... so "quickly"... I hunger... for... your....................
You can see that SS (point 1,32) is ambiguous
Dead Road - by Nicholas##
